8. Letter from Dhamesvari dasi to Paramadvaiti Maharaja

Earlier we published Letter Nr. 7, in which Dhamesvari dasi? wrote a letter to Paramadvaiti Maharaja with the title: "Always ahead transcending all battles" (September 2018).
 
It seems that in October 2018, Dhamesvari became more and more frustrated. She drastically changes her tone and questions him: "Which type of association do you have? Who gives you such terrible advice? I don’t understand why are you so cruel and ruthless with the feelings of those who love you the most?"

October 2018

I don't think it's right what you're doing, to abandon the people who have supported you the most and that in times of crisis you turn your back on them. You say that you want to preach to everyone, but that's not what you're demonstrating.

At this moment you're lost and only those who are with you know it, but they only provide information at their convenience to their accomplices.

But what about the others? You with your attitude demonstrated that you have done terrible things, that's why you are hiding. Nobody knows anything, and it is also not spoken about, when specially in these difficult moments you have to be more transparent.

In none of your web pages can one find any information about your daily activities, only in the ex hare krishna page can one find more information about you. They (ex hare krishna facebook page) have you more in their minds than your Vrinda devotees, who don't even want to send reports of your preaching.

In this way things will not go well if you keep hiding. Personally it breaks my heart and I don't see any honesty in your words, when you tell me that you want to preach to everyone. To whom are you referring to?

Anyway my heart is already broken into a thousand pieces. To repair it will not be so easy. Specially with all your attitudes you only manage to trigger all my negative energies to condemn you even more.

I don't understand what are you pretending? With so many sufferings which you have caused, and all the sufferings which you are still causing.

Which type of association do you have? Who gives you such terrible advice? I don’t understand why are you so cruel and ruthless with the feelings of those who love you the most?

It seems important to you that you are hated, that you are surrounded by sock suckers, by hypocrites, who steal from you and sink you more and more every day.

I don’t care about which Pepino will read this. Maybe the one who reads this is exactly the one I am talking about (Note: Prisni probably refers to a disciple in Lima, who is managing all communication of Paramadvaiti Maharaja).

And because I do not get any information from you, i am forced to visit the ex hare krishna page to see if there is something new published about you.